Look at Me

I always wanted to make relationships,

But no one understood.

I always wanted to share feelings,

But I can't look at my past.

It hurts, and no one cared.

I would lay down on the bed,

And think about the simplicity of life.

A life where nobody changed,

like a museum where the Eskimos and Native Americans

never moved.

I loved it.

Everyone was same, nothing different.

Trust me, it was that simple.

School is funny.

What's the point of it?

You learn nothing but stupid stuff.

I don't care about all that.

I want to go out far away, and live a life that is different.

And, I want someone to be with me,

you know.

I can live by myself.

I would be bored, and I don't want that to happen to me.

At least I hope it won't.

But who knows.

The world is full of phoniness.

And i wouldn't live with a phony girl.

That would be wrong.

I am a madman.

I am weird.

Sometimes, I would annoy a single person all the time.

I wouldn't even let him take a deep breath.

That's how annoying I can get.

On the other hand, I can be really nice and caring.
I would listen to people and talk about their problems.

But Hey,

When I am under pressure, I do bad things.

because I can't think deep enough to decide whether it's bad or not.

Like, One time I paid a prostitute to come in my hotel room to do stuff.
But I didn't do anything.

I know, i am weird,

But you know what,

I am a madman!